First things first:

I'm sorry.

I'm know you won't see this,

but I had to say it anyways.

I wish I could take it all back.

For the sake of our friendship,

and for the sake of my dignity.

:/

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Secondly,

I love my friends.

We went out to a hunting cabin in Huntsville, AR

for Miss Lindsey's birthday.

Had. So. Much. Fun!

Random romping adventures.

Tequila & chasing it with margarita mix.

Falling asleep by the fire.
Falling in general.

Star-gazing & gravel-laying.

Truck rides.

"Give me a BEEEEEEEEER."

Drink every time you say "tree."

Top bunk madness.

Drunken heart-to-hearts.

Text messages.

Balloon popping.

Calling teachers.

"So did you."

Camouflage.

"Patron, you my nigga."

+ all the other stuff we don't remember.

Ahhh, what a night. :)

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I thought this summer would be non-stop fun.

Definitely not true.

Don't get me wrong - I've had a lot of fun,

but there's quiet days too.

I've come to love those the most.

Days where I can sit by myself,

well.. with my yorkie,

& think about everything.

Sometimes the thinking part hurts,

like today,

but other days it's helpful.

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As lame was "Arkansas" sounds,

& as lame as I make the place sound,

I'm really going to miss it.

Y