As I've said before, I'm terrible at keeping up with this.
Let's see... Lately... hmmmm.
I've wrote before how I was "ruined" when it comes to relationships. I figured it would take a guy that could move mountains to make me get over my fear and hurt from my last relationship. Well, I think I found him.
I started working at Buffalo Wild Wings at the end of the September. During my interview, this guy, covered in tattoos & sporting a mohawk, came over to me & started hitting on me. Since that day, he did not give up on getting me to hang out with him It wasn't a creep pursuit by any means. It was kinda nice.
So, finally I decide I'll hang out with him. I laid it all out on the line. Told him I had trust issues, I come with a lot of baggage, I'm stubborn, & I'm quite difficult at times. I told him if he wanted to stick around through that then he's more than welcome to. He did.
He never gave up. He let me make all the decisions and all the moves. He never once told me "I'm different" or "I won't do that to you." He has worked to prove that to me. No one's tried so hard to break through my barriers before.
Cody is amazing. He IS different. I can honestly be myself around him without worrying about him judging me. He's not afraid to hold my hand or put his arm around me in front of his friends. He's just fun to be around.
I'm still terrified to fall, but he makes me honestly happy.
I have began my hunt for an apartment.
I've been staying with my parents, but I'm ready to be gone. I like staying here for numerous reasons. Home-cooked meals, not having a lot of bills, the hot tub! Haha. But it's time for me to get on with my life on my own. Apartment hunting has already proved itself stressful. Clearly just a preview of the stress that is to come. Weeeeeee.
